im so afraid...

hmm... its satuday suppose to rest right??? LOL...
alot of question goes into my brain??? so... confuse idk wat im going to do. should i wait because i love him or should i wait coz thats what he want t0o??? i love you becasue u accept me for who i'am u never judge in any way. i dun want to hurt myself at all but do u ever noticed that im worth of your love ??? i have nothing left is just u and my bff's, i dun want to lose you at all it freaking tired to wait but for you i will wait till ur ready coz i really love you alot and u mean everything to me... I LOVE YOU HILMI.....................................................................................
im so afraid to lose u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU NOW AND FOR ENETERNITY............................
next post coming s0on be patient okie??
take care guys.... see you!!

im so tired crying

Erm... from the moment that i woke up today i know that nothing its going to be right.Its started when i reach school everyone seems blaming me over the matter that happen few days ago, its hard to believe that the friends that u treated well were the one that gossiping behind you.WTH!!! I been crying almost for the whole day.
Now i know who my friends are, believe it or not the people that i didn't expect to be there was there when i need a crying shoulder. I LOVE YOU FRIENDS=D
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take cares=)